WOW! Gavin started preschool today and it was about how I thought it would go. Gavin goes to class from 9:15 - 11:45 and it was pretty rough on the both of us. I know it sound silly to alot of people that I have a hard time leaving Gavin. I guess I do not mind when I know he is with someone he knows and trusts. But it was really hard today to leave him with people he did not know and who are trying to get him to follow thier intructions. As I drove away it was really hard for me to not turn around and say for get it. Gavin is my only kid and he may be all I get, so when I am not incontrol it is hard for me.
When I picked him up I could tell he had had a hard day. His eyes were red rimed and puffy. That was hard to see. I know that this will be good for him and hopfully he will start talking within a couple of months. At these times when I feel like I cant control something, I really try to rely on my heavenly father for support, I know that He can make up the difference were I can not.
5 years ago
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I know how you feel, I still get a little pit in my stomach when I drop the kids off at school. You are an awesome Mom and Gavin will never doubt that he is secure and loved always, even if he cant tell you that, and even if you drop him off at pre-school. Thanks for the nice sister post below! Love you!
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